I think we have live in a world that we find no space that can be claimed our space, because our space will always be invaded by someone. Sometimes there are words we want to share with someone we can trust, but now, you might not even sure whether trust exist in this society anymore? Keeping all the words that you want to say in the heart is such terrible moments, that finally BLOG was created so that people like you and me, can communicate our thoughts through writings, by the way, I really hate diaries.

Recently, alot of thoughts went through my little head, created some chaos in itself. This year, I realise I have reach another turning point of my life that I have not been before, situation forces me to recognise that I am no longer suitable for customer service rep or receptionist job. I realised I am not happy with where I am now, however I still have a promise to keep to Zhuli till November at least. Tonight I went out with AH to watch Da Vinci Code, and I told her that I observe she was indecisive recently, exactly how I responded 1-2 months ago when I want to make a change in my life, career wise and relationship wise, she was curious how do I observe, I simply said I saw me in her now. We both smiles, as we are in the same boat, wanted to have a change.

In career, everyone wants to be lucky and get the most well-paid job and also have career opportunities layout by the company, what they call personal development, unfortunately, this doesn't always happen to everyone out there, including myself. Nowadays, I asked myself, did I make a high risk decision 2 years ago to commit into developing Zentury? Who's fault is it now? Or maybe I shouldn't even focus on that. Maybe it's time I asked myself, am I ready to give the last shot before I move on to the next ring. Maybe, maybe not..... thinking... still thinking.